| Location | Scunthorpe |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 09/04/2009 |
| Date of Death | 09/04/2009 |
| Visitors | 891 since 23/09/2009 |
| Creator |
I found out I was pregnant just before Christmas 2008. It was a scary time, so many things to contemplate but looking back i wouldn't have changed it for the world. It didn't really sink in that i was expecting until my first scan. We had that on 23/01/09. I was so nervous and excited i didn't know what to expect. Marley's nanna came with me and i'm so proud that she seen my little boy. He was tiny, i wasn't sure of my dates so during my first scan we found out i was only 8weeks and 2 days. I have to say i was disappointed because i couldn't see him very clearly and i really wanted to see my baby! I seen his beautiful little heart beating, so that kept me going. At 15 weeks i was laid in the bath when i felt him move right across my tummy, that was the first time i knew that it was definitly my baby and not my imagination. I was getting impatient waiting for my next scan and midwife appointment so daddy bought us a doppler to listen to baby's heart. I heard it clearly at 17 weeks 5 days. I couldn't sleep so decided to have another go and i found it straight away, I wanted to shout my mum but didn't want to move in case i couldn't find it again so i texted her and she came through. I'm so pleased my mum got to share in those moments. I carried my beautiful baby for 19 weeks. I had a lovely bump by this time which his daddy and I loved to see growing. I had heard his heartbeat and felt him kick and was well and truly in love with this little person. Sadly, i never got to be his mummy because on the 09/04/09 i miscarried my precious child. I had been having pains all night and decided to go to the hospital that morning, which is where i learned our fate. That day i learned the meaning of a broken heart. I miss my little angel every single day. His daddy and I will always love him, a piece of our hearts went with him. His due date 02/09/09 has just come and gone and that's when it hit me, my little boy is never coming home. R.i.P angel, you've been the only thing that's right, in all i've done. I love you. xxx
Jesus is he with you?
I wonder every day
I sit and wonder why he's gone
And why he could not stay
Every part of me is empty
I feel I can't go on
But then I look to heaven
I hear this beautiful song
Mommy I am with him
He holds me in his arms
When ever I am with him
he keeps me safe and warm
He says you shouldn't worry
I am safe and loved right here
With all the other baby angels
that passed within the years
We have a special place up here
He thought that you should know
Where the Blessed Mother takes
your place for now until you show
When I hear this precious little voice
From the heavens above
I know that all the angels
are showering him with love
For everyone that wants to hear
their babies voice so innocent and sweet
Just close your eyes and begin to pray
and embrace them in your sleep.
What Makes A Mother
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today,
I asked, "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard him say:
A Mother has a baby,
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can, he replied
With confidence in his voice,
I give many women babies,
When they leave it is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day,
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath,
and cleared his throat,
And then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing Here...
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say,
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear,
but My mommy loved me so much
I got to come straight here!"
I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me,
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow is where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear,
"Mommy, Please don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I am here"
So you see my dear sweet one,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lessons there are through,
And on the day that you come home,
they'll be at the gates waiting for you
So now you see
What makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart,
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
Author Unknown
well marley my darling ive seen the picture of your baby brother or sister i wish u was here to see how perfect he/she is i know u would be a very excited big brother keep looking down over mummy and daddy i know they will be perfect parents and they will be doing this for you to i love u baby boy keep playing with the angels n shining down on us all always loved and missed x
hello my little prince
just wanted you to know auntie ang still thinks of u always my precious angel nephew....miss u lots keep watching over mummy n daddy and your new baby brother or sister no baby can ever stop us thinking of u n loving you we will never forget you.....
love you darling hope you and your brother or sister are playing andhaving fun with allthe other angel babies xxx
I miss you xx
Thankyou son for this gift you have given to me. I will cherish this baby just like i would've cherished you. I will never ever stop loving you and wishing you were here with me. You were the first person to teach me about true unconditionally love. Always in my heart baby xxx
hey my precious little angel x
i know i dont come on here often but that doesnt mean ive forgotten u that will never happen your on my mind now more than ever the dreaded day is coming fast but first i have to get your mummy thru mummys day n i promise u my darling as your auntie i will include your mummy in this day just as you wud of if u was here.... i hope your happy up there baby boy i love u so much i will never forget my 1st beautiful nephew who was just 2 special for this world xxx
happy 1st birthday baby
im thinking of you more today than ever on what should have been your 1st birthday....we should be throwing you a huge party now darling and spoiling you rotten...i know we dont always show it baby but noone ever forgets you and never will..your my 1st nephew i was so excited bout you ive always wanted a nephew i feel so special to be your auntie...ill make a promise to you marley that i will start looking after your mummy more and being there for her more...i hope your all having fun up there and the angels are throwing you a big party u deserve it little one...i love you marley we all do you and your little brother/sister i hope you both and all your angel cousins are together and having fun....happy birthday precious love u always xxxx
Unconditional Love
Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
My beautiful Son, Mummy loves you with everything she has xxxx
Due one year ago today x
Happy Birthday my precious little man. I am thinking about you always. You should've been turning one today. What fun we would've had together!! I miss you and ache for you always. You are my everything baby xxx
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Few Weeks
For those few weeks - I had you to myself
And that seems too short a time to be changed so profoundly.
In those few weeks I came to know you...and to love you.
You came to trust me with your life;
Oh what a life I had planned for you!
Just those few weeks - when I lost you,
I lost a lifetime of hopes, plans, dreams and aspirations...
A slice of my future simply vanished overnight.
Just those few weeks - it wasn't enough time
To convince others how special and important you were.
How odd, a truly unique person has recently died
And no one is mourning the passing.
Just a mere few weeks - and no "normal" person
Would cry all night over a tiny, unfinished baby,
Or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day
No one would, so why am I?
You were just those few weeks my little one.
You darted in and out of my life too quickly,
But it seems that's all the time you needed to make my life
So much richer and give me a small glimpse of eternity.
Mummy's star x
Have you tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you could try sleeping in my bed.
I never stop thinking about you Marley, you are everything to me. You are the most precious gift i have ever been given. I won't ever forget you not even for a second, how could I? I belong to you and you belong to me and that's how it will stay. Mummy adores you little man xxx
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